When we decided to have another baby it was because we knew we wanted two babies close in age. Of course I had my concerns as to how Connor would react to no longer being the only baby and having to share the attention that previously was all on him. I am so proud of how grown up he is, he really loves being a big brother, obviously he doesn't fully understand his role yet but it's like it comes as naturally to him as it does to me to just love Logan.
He can get carried away, he is just so boisterous and fearless, sometimes he gets so excited he starts to flap his arms up and down just a little to close for comfort. Because I'm feeding Logan myself he is on me a lot of the time, but Connor seems to understand and accept that sometimes Logan needs me when he only wants me so he will place himself next to me and snuggle as close as he can get, he will hold onto Logan's hand or foot and just hold them with a huge grin on his face muttering the word "baby". And it's at these moments that I realise all the stress of having two under two, and there is a lot of it, is worth it for the bond my boys have, a bond that will hopefully grow closer the older they get. So in the end we didn't have another baby just for us we had Logan for Connor too, his very own baby!